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I hate "Code Pink" at the hospital. Of all the days for a code pink to be called, it has to be mothers day?
Due date for the next child is.....12/25/07.
Happy mothers day to all the mommies on my list.
- Mood:
gloomy
A few weeks ago when I was sick, I went to the doctor, got my pretty antibiotic, answered all the dumb little questions they have "What hurts?" "When did it start?" "When was your last period?" "Are you comfortable at your home?" Blah blah blah. They're things that they always ask as they get the blood pressure and pulse stuff. Anyways, even if they are typical, they set off a warning light for me. I couldn't remember having had my period in March. Granted, I'm a scatter brain and often do not remember the exact dates and such. So I waited for this month...it's still not happened. So we took at test last night.
Again.
I am pregnant again. Four fucking years we tried to have a kid and couldn't. I finally get pregnant, have a beautiful baby girl and now within six months of her birth I'm knocked up again. God help my finances. *sighs*
At least we did want another kid. Maybe not right this moment, but it wasn't as if it wasn't in the plans eventually. I think I shall die of stress this year. ^-^
- Mood:
confused
My weekend was decent. This weekend I work for the first time in over a year. Suckage. Oh well. Busy work days = much shorter and infrequent posts. Not that I can top the majority of mine. Heh.
- Mood:
silly
You know, forever ago I said I would try to make a list...I had planned on putting it in my info but I'm lazy and the computer at work can be a pain with the re-updating thing. So, to make things simpler for me, I'll put the list of fandoms here. The bold ones are those that I actively read fanfiction in and you're welcome to feed me fics that you think are good. Of if you write them...even better. ^-^
1. Buffy
a. angel/xander
b. xander/spike
c. oz/any other male
d. willow/cordelia
e. xander/lindsey
2. Angel
a. angel/lindsey
b. gunn/wesley
c. gunn/cordelia
d. angel/wesley
e. spike/wesley
3. Firefly
a. jayne/mal
b. mal/simon
c. simon/jayne
d. river/anyone
4. Psych
a. Shawn/Lassiter
b. Henry/Shawn (non-incest, just bonding)
c. Shawn/Gus
5. Smallville
a. Clark/Lex
b. Clark/Chole
c. Lex/Chole
d. Oliver/Lex
6. Supernatural
a. Dean/Sam
7. Ranma
a. Ranma/Ryogu
b. Ryogu/Mu Tsu
c. Ranma/Mu Tsu
d. Ranma/Nabiki
8. Harry Potter
a. Severus/Harry
b. Harry/Draco
c. Ron/Draco
d. Severus/Hermione
e. Draco/Hermione
f. Blaize/Draco
9. Kyle XY
a. Any at this point.
10. Dead Like Me
11. Bones
12. Ghost Whisper
13. The Dresden Files
14. Eureka
15. Charmed
- Mood:
amused - Music:My Humps - Aliana Morrisette
Today I am...
...sick and on meds. Go figure I caught the kids ickies.
... going to be working six days in a row starting next week. But! I only work 10-4 throughout the week so it's not all bad.
...exercising again. 2 miles every night and 1 mile every morning...when my wrist stop being a bitch about typing and holding Anna all the time, hopefully I'll slip back into lifting as well. I'm tired of the extra weight.
...used.
I've decided I just suck at doing anything online with any consistency. Oh well. I'm to tired to care and don't really have an update now other than a "Yay! I'm getting a pretty black 360!"
Four door, nice stereo, autowindows and floorboard shifting. I'm happy. *sighs*
In other news, Q-tip has a fever. Has had a fever all weekend. It seems to be fading as of today, however, we still have missed his Kindergarden family night party and he is mucho pist at me for not letting him go to school with a temp of 102.7. Oh well...The fates are determined for me never to just sit down and talk with his teacher. The only parent teacher conference was on November 9th....the day I had my daughter. The boy was sick for the last P/T meeting and now family night goes kabloo-ey too. I think I'll just have to track the woman down after school some friday and see how things are going. So far though, through a process of notes, he's every bit as smart as I brag him up to be. *grins*
Ooo! Anna is a rolling and eatting machine...working on the sitting part. But she can get just about anywhere she wants to by rolling in a rather amusing circle until it eventually overlaps her goal. Typically mom's feet or the shinny pretty wii that we can knock down.
We'll be working weekends again soon. I have to talk with my co-worker tomorrow to figure out how we're going to work the schedule so that we'll have weekends covered between the two of us. Plus: I'll not have to work with anyone in the room again most likely. Negative: I'll most likely get stuck with the shit shifts because I'm somewhat willing to cover odd hours like the tool that I am. It's a good thing I like my job. ^-^
- Mood: amused
- Music:Breath - Breaking Benjamin
Today I am.....
...pissy because my van is trying to die on me. The check engine light is on and the vehicle is making some lovely smells.
...driving my brothers little cramped car and loving it for the fact that it is a car and not a damn soccer mommy vehicle, even if they do come in handy occasionally.
...hoping the day will be less stress filled than the rest of this week has been. So far, so good.
...happy that my uncle has decided to forego trying to stay at home and accepted that he still needs a bit more help to get through all this.
...amused that my girl is loving the hell out of bananas as long as mommy is the one feeding her. Dad just gets the food spit back at him.
...in desperate need of coffee and a life.
...estatic about having a new coffee pot since I broke the bottom out of my old one yesterday. Before I got any coffee.
We bought cooking mama last night. It's cute. I wish they gave a bit more detail on some of the ingredients size. Suposedly all the recipes in it are actual, but no measurements are given or I'd cook some of those things in real life. Heh.
Oh! I also did the whole easter clothing thing. Yellow this year. I still need to find -me- something to wear however...and probably the husband because if it were up to him, he'd be wearing tacky floral button-up shirts. *shudders* We should look like the cute christian-y family for the grandma and her sunrise service at church. Two times a year I give in...one of them has to be at 5 am? *sighs*
Welp, I have work to do. Hopefully I will be able to be back around today. If for nothing else, I want to update my profile and put a list of fandoms in it. Not really for those who see the profile, but more as a reference for me to check occasionally and make sure I'm downloading all those shows I like to watch. Heh.
- Mood:
chipper - Music:Jane Fonda - Mickey Avalon
I did attempt to keep up with this, life is just to busy to be bothered with a journal of all things. I think I'll simply return to just writing in it and when I'm bored I'll read. If this bothers anyone, unfriend I suppose. A few of you might be on the list of "Hey! I've found that journal interesting/amusing before. I'll read it more often." but who knows how often even that will be.
So, we saw 300. It wasn't bad. I like war stories of olden day. Arrows kick arse...swords too for that matter. I lost a sword once. I'm still trying to figure out where it could have gone when I moved. You would think I would be a bit more careful of it with the boy and all, but in all likelyhood that is exactly why I cannot find it. I probably put it up somewhere when we first got the house thinking, "Gee, there's no way the boy will get to it if I put it here." and then conviently forgot where that location was since it was out of the way. It was a mighty pretty blade too. *sighs*
Mom is somewhat better. Still no explanation on what was going on though.
My uncle just had the gastric bypass surgery a little over a week ago. This have not gone well so far. He's not really able to eat, he's not getting enough fluids in him. He's lost 49 pounds in 5 days. Granted, we knew all this was going to happen. The problem is in the fluid. He has to much body weight to not get enough fluid. He keeps "passing out" as he puts it. What I think is really happening is...he's dying. Yesterday he decided to go home. He told his doctor and my mother that he hadn't passed out in two days (a lie of course) and that he was ready. So, they tried. My mother borrowed the van to drive him home. He passed out on her in the vehicle. His heart stopped. She couldn't get him up. She beat the hell out of his chest. Squad was called. They helped him into the house because after all that, he still refused to go back to the hospital. I want to whap him upside the head. If you were just going to roll over and die, why bother getting the surgery to prolong your life? Idiot. I expect that my mother will have convinced him by this evening to get his butt in here. I doubt she'll drive him though. She'll most likely make him come by squad. I don't like seeing my mommy scared. She's not supposed to do that. My mother is DON here. She doesn't get scared and she doesn't get hurt. It's just not right. She's always been the leader. The only times I've seen her scared are when Pappy and Granny died. Not a good sign.
Lighter note: Q-tip starts wrestling again tonight. This time for his school district. Maybe he'll finally know some of the other kids? Oh well, I'll not know the parents.
- Mood:
distressed
First, my mother has injured herself. I'm not really sure how other than just age though. Evidentally her knee is not working in the whole holding her up sense of working. As far as the docs can figure out though, there is nothing wrong other than a bit of arthritis and a couple osteophytes. Nothing that should cause the pain that I know she's in. While it is a good thing they can't find anything wrong, it doesn't really help her on the whole -not- feeling pain thing.
As for the other bitch that needs done. Work. Work is frusting the hell out of me. The doc we normally type on hasn't been here this week, instead we have a younger quicker paced mumbling type of man. If I have to do to much more of his reports, I'm liable to snap and loose my pretty shiny happy face around him. To top this though, today was supposed to be my day of repreive. I had a co-worker to help me today... but no...I come in to find out she has called off. Frustrating. The woman cannot make it to work on time ever and when she is actually needed, she doesn't make it at all. I'm to the point I am hoping she misses a few more days so that they will get it done with and just get rid of her. I'll work full time...let me have my full time! Weee for the money! And then the only person I have to bitch at is myself when things aren't done right. :)
Oh well, I can sign in now and start todays day of gruel. I might not be around much this week as is rather obvious already. Something about having no time whatsoever to do anything. HOpefully I'll be able to check in by Friday though. Have fun kiddies. I hope you're weeks are going better than my own.
- Music:Shame - Stabbing Westward
Have you ever met those people who absolutely have to be unique? It's almost like if they don't have something that is purely them, they won't matter. You know the kind...it's the kid who plays all the imported games, not because they are good necessarily (because if you try them, it's a 50/50 chance like everything) but because they need to be better than you in this in order to make them worth more. It's the person who has the best office equipment that you know damned well they do not need nor will they likely use it. The person who always seeks to prove they are more intelligent than those around them. The person with the largest music selection on a system no one but them will ever see, not because they like music, but because they must prove that no matter what you might have, they already have it and more.
Anyways, the point.....throughout life I have always seen these people. I knew who they were and I tried to avoid them because I'm typically not up for the one-upping that being their friend/lover/family would entail. I was thinking, as I did the dishes, about the people in my life both past and present. Well at least the key people that I see most often. Two out of the three most important adults I talk with are unipers. My kids haven't yet got the personality, but I believe it will most likely pass over my boy from what I can tell at this point. My mom isn't really all that pushy about herself either.... However, my brother and my husband are both evil unipers. Example, I'm watching a show that I know interested Erik but suddenly, *nose in air* "Oh, I didn't really care for the previews for that" merely because I took interest in it as well. It was no longer unique, therefore he wasn't.
My brother is more expensive in his habit of doing this.....he's a gamer uniper....sort of. It's much more irritating with him, he doesn't play the games, he just tends to buy them. So far Chris has every damn game system and just about every game out there. Now to me, the poor little gamer geek that I am, this is infuriating. He has the money to afford all these but he never even tries to play. *sobs* But having them makes him better than those around him and therefore unique. Of course, he's also a follower......thus explaing the friggin Fatboy Harley stored in my garage. ^-^
Oh well. I suppose I should get off here and go smoke if I'ma mangage it before the child wakes up. I wonder what sorta thoughts laundry will bring up today. Heh.
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Slave to the Wage - Placebo
